May 2008

hindi ko alam kung sa paanong paraan ko mailalarawan ang pagkalumbay ko. hindi mapupunan ng kahit anong gimik, kahit anong shopping galore, kahit anong gala sa kung saan man.

hindi ko maipaliwanag kung gaano kabagal sa paglipas ang oras. hindi ko alam kung sa papaanong paraan kong papatayin ang oras upang wag akong mamatay sa lumbay.

sana, isang araw.. pag gising ko, ikaw ay aking nasa haraya at hindi na muling lilisan pa.. sana isang araw... balang araw...

sana nandito ka, sana kasama kita
gayun pa man, hihintayin kita.. pangako yan

madalas, pinapagod ko ng husto ang sarili ko para pag-uwi ko ng bahay borlogs na lang ako. walang kain kain, tulog na lang talaga.. kung minsan, pag matutulog na ko, ayoko na rin gumising. dahil ayokong namumulat at naalala na wala ka sa tabi ko.

hindi ko alam kung alin ang mas masaklap, ang humimlay na hanap hanap ko ang yapos mo o ang gumising para tuldukan ang mga panaginip na kapiling kita..

kahit milya milya man ang layo, kahit dagat pa ang pagitan
kahit magkaibang mundo pa ang gagalawan
mananatili ka pa rin sa puso at diwa ko
hindi na magbabago yun, kahit kailan..

mahal kita, walang kupas yun.

I'll be standing at the edge of the earth
hoping that one day you'll come back again,
I'll be standing at the edge of the earth
Hoping that someday you'll come back to me,
I'll be praying for whatever it's worth,
Believing that one day you'll come back to me...
I'll be standing at the edge of the earth, hoping for someday...
Waiting for someday... Believing in someday...
Praying for someday, I'll be...
Longing for someday, clinging to someday...
Cherishing someday, I'll be...
Thinking of someday, dreaming of someday...
Wishing for someday, I'll be....
Living for someday, counting on someday...
Knowing that one day.... I will see you

tapos.. pag gusto mong mag jump-off somewhere pantanggal ulit ng stress... try mong gawin yun dito sa Kawasan Falls

when you're tired and almost at the brink of killing yourself because of stress at work, try visiting places like this... Stockli Beach in Badian, Cebu

He is the person I'd withstand all of hell just to hold hands with. They asked me why I believe in him. And this is what I told them:

I love him.

And sometimes, it's that simple.

pati ikot ng mundo nanaisin kong baguhin makasama lang kita

If you feel sleepy after eating, particularly after sweet or bakery products, you are normal. Eating sugary foods causes your brain to make large amounts of the neurotransmitter, serotonin, that makes people fall asleep naturally at night.
Eating sugary foods or those made from flour, such as bakery products or pastas, causes blood sugar to rise higher than normal. This causes your pancreas to release large amounts of insulin, which drives one of the protein building blocks called tryptophan from your bloodstream into your brain, where it is converted to serotonin that makes you feel sleepy.
Many people can avoid feeling sleepy after eating by restricting foods high in sugar and flour. When it is important for you to be alert, eat foods that do not cause a high rise in blood sugar, such as vegetable salads, nuts, seeds, meat, fish and chicken.

• *na-research ko ito para labanan ang antok, kakatapos ko lang kasing kumain at sobrang inaantok ako **