A Travellerspoint blog

March 2008

mataya-taya

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:(

lagi naman ako 'yung taya.
sanay na sanay na akong habulin ka.
kahit pagod o nagsusugat pa'ng mga paa,
di ko hahayaang lumawak ang distansya.
natatakot kasing mawala ka nalang bigla.

nakakapikon lang na tuwing aabutan kita,
at ikaw naman ang maghahabol,
patakbo palang ako,
isisigaw mong ayawan na.
matatapos nang pilit ang laro.

ang daya,
parati nalang ba akong mababalagong sa'yo?

Posted by petiks 12:11 Archived in Philippines Comments (0)

yun...

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do I need to say more? I guess not... I'll just show you..

Posted by petiks 13:59 Archived in Philippines Comments (0)

ano ang kwento mo?

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"kapag nagkukwento ka ng tungkol sa buhay mo, kasama ba ako?"

Posted by petiks 09:40 Archived in Philippines Comments (0)

ewan ko sa 'yo!

para sa ka-team kong nuknukan ng ka-feelingero!

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at dahil alam kong hindi ako feelingera, kaya ayoko rin sa mga feelingero/feelingera. hindi ko alam kung sadya bang ikaw ay manhid at walang pakiramdam o sadyang lang na may pagka-tonto. ayoko sa 'yo. naiinis ako sa 'yo! nabubwiseeet na ko sa 'yo! mula ng ginago mo kami, bwisit na ko sa 'yo. wala na kong tatanggapin pang kahit anong eksplanasyon mula sa 'yo. tama na! lekaaaat! kaya mo eh.. kaya mong barubalin at kabugin kami. eh sino ka ba?! akala mo kung sino kang magaling? akala mo kung sino kang bida?! lekaaaaat! wala ka ng ibubuga mula ng tablahin mo kami. wala na ang tiwala ko/namin sa 'yo. at kahit anong pakitang gilas mo pa, taob ka na. kaya kung pwede lang wag ka ng magpaka-feelingero, hindi tayo close! at never na tayong magiging close! kaya please lang.. lumayo ka sa kin at tantanan mo ang pagiging feelingero mo! bwiseeeeeet!

Posted by petiks 09:15 Archived in Philippines Comments (2)

confessions of luthien

c.espiritu (edited by petiksqueen)

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I can't tell a soul
I love you
though my heart begs me to.
Every romantic song reminds me of you,
and every time I see a happy couple
I wish they were you and me.
Sometimes I write your name
and stare at it wistfully
as I imagine how great
our lives together would be...
but I can't tell a soul
I love you.
I can't even tell you.
I wrote a poem about you,
trying to express the depth of my emotion,
hoping to make you understand
the breadth of my devotion,
but the words were not enough.
I couldn't explain
how strongly I feel about you;
I couldn't describe
the volatile mix of joy and pain,
because I can't tell a soul
I love you.
Sometimes I feel like my need to see you
is consuming me inside,
and sometimes when I think about you
I tremble...
my love for you is never easy to hide.
I called my best friend
to explain how much I love you...
but the words stalled on my tongue,
and again, I had to pretend...
because I can't tell a soul
I love you.
I sat on the beach
and drew a heart in the sand
while I thought about you.
I imagined the joy of being with you,
of simply holding your hand.
I wanted to find you;
I wanted to tell you how much I love you,
and that I would always love you
no matter what you do.
As the tide dashed in to steal the heart
and carry it off to the sea
where it would remain for eternity,
I decided that I can never tell you
I love you,
but I will always try to show you.

Posted by petiks 06:42 Archived in Philippines Comments (0)

through the eyes of luthien

c.espiritu (edited by petiksqueen)

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This will bring the strongest on his knees
Will convince a brave soul to surrender
Will make the devil cry and
Will make the outlaw reasonable

Not sparing a woman of her most needed sleep,
To give up a profession that makes her happy
Will quit any vice she might have picked up
Before you came long.

A dying spirit wanting to live again
The joy of just wanting to know the ending
Be it right or wrong, be it a giant leap
Be it bigger than her own self.

Hurt, Pain, and Suffering is not to be ignored
These are the very tools by which you operate
Honed by time and your tools, sparks the hope…
A chance for ever lasting happiness

But does it ever standstill?

I see her cry
I see her take things for granted
I hear the yearning of her soul
And its All for you…

How she survives the day is… a long saga
How she kills time away from you… is a myth
How she puts up the act… is stealth

Despite and in spite of her imperfections and
Along with her absolute devotion to you.
Will she live to see that day, the day that you’ll take her in?

Posted by petiks 06:13 Archived in Philippines Comments (0)

plingkanting-kanting

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nilalamon ako ng sanlaksang insekyuridad.. nanliit ako. naknang tokwa! kapirasong tao na nga lang ako, lalo pa kong naliliit. ayoko ng ganitong pakiramdam :( para akong pinapatay ng paunti-unti. bakit kasi kailangan ko pang mangulit at magtanong?! bakit kasi kailangan ko pang tingnan at makita. ngayon halos malunod ako sa dagat ng kapraningan. antigas kasi ng ulo ko eh! amf! :(

Posted by petiks 14:56 Archived in Philippines Comments (0)

happy birthday!

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maligayang kaarawan ensitots!!!

Posted by petiks 14:17 Archived in Philippines Tagged events Comments (0)

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